Expectations

Expectations, as simple as that word is, has so much depth and weight to it. This one word, no matter how it comes up, adds so much weight on our shoulders that you forget everything except to lift it and not let it down. On one hand we try to live a life as simple as we can on other hand the very essence of that word makes it so complicated. How long am i suppose to live up to those expectations, how long??? Funny when you think of it, it so feels like one of those never ending Soap Opera's. It never ends... you think you did everything to end it and every time its back on your back some way or other.
         Everyone tries to get rid of it. You try to not care about it but then you care for everyone so much it becomes hard to not think about it. One thing i have noticed, everything is conditional or at least it ends up being conditional. There is a tag for everything. Everyone have these expectations from you. Sometimes you wonder how did you let it get this far.. Do i not know what's happening or am i letting it be whatever it is i guess there is no escape from that.
      At times you feel like to say let me do my thing and you do yours, I am not here to live up to your expectations and i don't want you to do either. Everyone is different and if by chance we meet, then it's well and good and If not, then let it be.